# The Hidden Tears Behind the Showman's Smile: Raj Kapoor's Darkest Days Imagine the icon known as Bollywood's **Showman**, Raj Kapoor, reduced to sleeping on a mattress on the floor in a stranger's home, taking buses to save pennies, all while his father's cancer ravaged their family—yet still forcing a laugh for the world.[1] Raj Kapoor, the legendary filmmaker and actor who revolutionized Indian cinema with bold risks and unforgettable stories, faced his deepest lows after his passion project **Mera Naam Joker** (1970) bombed at the box office.[1][2][3] This magnum opus, a nearly four-hour epic spanning three chapters of a clown's life—mirroring Kapoor's own philosophy of masking pain with joy—took five years to make, mortgaged his RK Studios, and plunged him into near-bankruptcy.[2][3][4][5] Critics panned its length and unconventional plot, but its songs became timeless hits, even as Kapoor's "dream team" unraveled with the death of lyricist Shailendra and fallout with Lata Mangeshkar.[3] The flop hit harder amid personal tragedy: his father, **Prithviraj Kapoor**, battled cancer in the hospital.[1] Family friend Bina Ramani, in a recent ANI podcast, shared intimate details of Kapoor's despair during a six-week stay at her San Francisco home. Broke after unpaid dues from producers like the Hindujas for *Sangam*, he refused cabs, cooked simple meals from Indian dhabas, and slept on the floor to stretch every dollar for his father's care—"I don't know how long father will be here."[1] Ramani revealed even darker moments: Kapoor, a devout Hindu who believed in all religions, once vented his anguish by "abusing" a photo of Jesus in frustration.[1] Yet, like the resilient clown in *Mera Naam Joker*—who performs through heartbreak, including his mother's death on stage—Kapoor bounced back.[2][4][5][6] He delivered the massive hit **Bobby** (1973), proving his unyielding spirit. These revelations humanize the man behind the mask, showing how entertainers like him give everything for applause, often hiding tears that "the show must go on."[2][6]
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1.https://timesofindia.indiatimes.com/entertainment/hindi/bollywood/news/raj-kapoor-battled-depression-during-prithviraj-kapoors-cancer-was-broke-after-mera-naam-joker-he-was-abusing-jesus-photo-was-hindu-but-believed-in-all-religions-says-family-friend/articleshow/125990146.cms
2.https://shahrukhislove.wordpress.com/2011/06/01/mera-naam-joker/
3.https://anuradhawarrier.blogspot.com/2024/12/mera-naam-joker-1970.html
4.https://www.cinemasangeet.com/bollywood-films/classic-revisited/mera-naam-joker.html
5.https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mera_Naam_Joker
6.https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0066070/
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